Here we go then. Another ramble. Have you ever had to live in hope? As in, you know nothing is going right, and you know it won’t sort itself out, even though you want it to? There’s no doubt about it; if you recognise this shitty feeling, you’ll be able to empathise with me. I […]


They say children are a blessing.  Who says that? Have they ever tried having younger siblings?  Over the past hour, I’ve been trying to watch Ramsay’s Kitchen Nightmares USA and all I’ve been able to hear for the past hour is extremely offensive accents and stupid noises.  Fucking hell.  Children…

Right then… Blog time!

It’s been a week since you last had to suffer my words… So here we go. A new ramble. I’m currently on a train; I’ve just finished at my school’s Spring Concert. Naturally it started raining, because Lancashire weather, and all that.  Holy shit, I’m warm… Anyway. I’ve just gotten on the train. I’m shattered, […]


Right. I get weird dreams. … Ah, shit, I’ve just lost followers because I’m weird. Ah well. Moving on!! I have weird dreams. As in, REALLY weird dreams. The other night, for example, I had a dream where my boyfriend Patrick (yes, I do have a boyfriend, I’m not making him up; he’s got a […]

Fly High

Questions fly through my mind. I ask them, shout them, even pray. I hear no answer, not one single word. Maybe my questions remain unheard. I just don’t know what else to say. How can life be so unkind? I can’t remember the last time we spoke. I’m sad to say, I can’t remember it […]

Can you hear me?

As a 16 year old, I have some things that I worry about. School, my future, my friendships, my family. Hell, I have a boyfriend (I know, go Sapphire!!) who I can’t tell anyone about because of how people would react. My eldest brother has a girlfriend (I think) and my mum and stepdad were […]